It’s scary to find someone that makes you happy. You start giving them all of your attention because they’re what makes you forget everything bad that’s going on in your life. They’re the first person you want to talk to in the morning and the last one before you sleep just so you can start and end your day with a smile. It all sounds great to have that someone, but it’s scary to think about how easily they could just leave and take that happiness away too when they go.
It’s like you give that person so much power of your life that anything they say or do can make or break your entire day and it’s completely terrifying. Even though they make you smile and make everything better it’s scary to think one day everything could change. They might not be there anymore. They might turn on you. It’s is completely traumatizing to think that one day you could be depending on someone and the next day you’ll be on your own….